Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Dead Broke Again - Naturally

It's the second day since I spent the last of my allowance, and I won't be receiving money until August. And due to male ego, i can't call my parents and ask for an advance. Perfect.

So I have to survive two week without money whatsoever. I need to start working on my thesis, finish some report, go to school, eat, smoke and so on - all of which won't be possible without munnee.

But I'm not troubled by this unlucky turn of events. I don't ask myself why it happened because I already know that already. (I overspent, it's that simple.) I'm not worried of starving to death because I don't mind dying. My biggest worry is that I'm out of cigarettes.

Thing is, this is not my first time. I think it's my nature to get broke once in a while. I'd always spend money on stupid things without thinking. I always say "It's just money." I'll never get rich with this mindset but hell, I don't want to filthy rich anyway.

So I'll probably ask a buddy of mine to loan me 500 pesos, go on with my life and die a very old man. But in the mean time I have to survive a day or two without smokes. I'll live, mild withdrawal syndrome never killed anybody.